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Schizophrenia

Shh. They're listening. Look behind you. Breathe in. Breathe out. In again. Faster. Faster. Stop. "Are you okay?" I'm dying. "I'm fine." Shapes, forms, bodies, animals, plants Shifting, moving, being Watching Staring. "What's wrong with you?" Everything. "Nothing." Freak. You're a freak. No one wants you. You should kill yourself, let them out of their misery Do it Quick. Now. Or we'll do the job for you. "You're crazy." I know. "They're fake, you know." No they're not. "What are you doing?" I'm shaking. I'm dying. This is how I live. Save me Save me, from the monsters, the shadows Save me "What can I do?" You can stop. You can stop bein

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Schizophrenia by MikkiMarie, literature

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Schizophrenia

Loveless Poem by DoesntKnowWhatName, literature

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Loveless Poem

My name is Breathless Because you steal it from me My name is Memoryless Because the past hurts too much My name is Bondless Because they’re all cut away My name is Friendless Because I’m alone with or without you My name is Sleepless Because I lie awake and think of you My name is Painless Because all there is is the void My name is Tearless Because I’ve cried so much I have none left My name is Trustless Because of the lies you told me My name is Skinless Because what’s inside me shows through My name is Nameless Because I don’t know why I’m not who I am My name is Warless Because you’

Too Much by PhoenixOfWinterfell, literature

The story of the word by RubenDias, literature

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The story of the word

I love you Wait, who said that? What does that mean? I love you? What did I heard, or felt, or seen? I love you, Are those just some words? That you can take into a park, And throw it at some birds? I love you What is the price? Because love is a verb, And it probably would be nice. But you speak it and don't show, You yell it, but do you even know? Do you even think about What you say in your glamorous shout? I love you! I already heard you But I don't believe you. How can I believe you? The ones who don't understand what love is, Are the ones who actually feel it. Are the ones who certainly want it. But they are too young! They are to

i'm a difficult boy. by crooked-clockwork, literature

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i'm a difficult boy.

if let you’d let me swallow down your heart of solid gold, to cure the black inside my soul – if we were one, instead of two, i believe i could find some love inside of me. because i’m a difficult boy to talk to; with a mind full of deteriorating memoirs of pills, love, abuse, and chaotic alternate memories. i’m a body frozen in the grips of a thousand incidents, of a million standalone car “accidents” – molded by amber resin that holds my limbs shock-still in a stagnant pool of my stepfather’s fingerprints. because i’m a difficult boy to hold; with thoughts full of girls in racy garm

White Rose by Maximilian101, literature

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White Rose

I'm searching for a white rose Among a sea of crimson red That litter the field in countless throes Looking for life among the dead I see one withered black rose, And one red with gleaming thorns, But not a hint of white within the rows Of both the old and the newborns I stop and sit to take a rest, Watching blue skies give into red, Holding this hope within my breast That I might find life among the dead I have been searching all my life As countless others did before me, Searching for the truth among questions rife, For a hint of white among a red sea And forever I will search the field Where the red roses thrive, Hoping f

I Live in a World by AMBM-DA, literature

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I Live in a World

I live in a world Where thought is a dirty word The mind is criminal, to read is to sin When you show their ideas are thin Out of hate, out of fear They will ignore what is near And refuse to see the stars If they seem to far I live in a world Where love is a dirty word They will hate you and beat you They’ll say your words are untrue They’ll do it in the name of justice In the name of heaven, in the name of peace But their God will sit silently As in his name they speak I live in a world Where speech is a dirty word They will silence you and take you away If they don’t like the words that you say They will do it in the na

In My World by Tarzok, literature

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In My World

In My World You call me crazy because I talk to myself, You call me strange because I see things in a different light, You whisper curses behind my back, Not that I really care. Because I live in my own little world where you're cruel words are powerless. I sit in my world content and watch the world go on through a two-way mirror. I see people filling there lungs with poison clouds, And kill there body's with liquid- sweet on the lips but a killer of the soul. They condemn those behind bars, but turn a blind eye to injustice themselves. I see them killing in the name of